Phase

Whats independent actually? It is happen when you stand by your own feet, speak by your own mouth, talk with your own tongue, think through your clear and fresh brain. Thats your proclamation. Yeah I declare my proclamation just now!

18 is not only how to get everything instantly. It's not playing anymore. Its not happy and how to be ready for others. Its definitely me. Yes. My own self. Not others.

Independent of me is not being the doll or a dog who should pay attention and doing what the man want me to do. Not just following someone else by their mode, action, or anything. It is about my life and my future.

In the other hand. Tighten the desire is probably the hardest. Mature enough is me. The ready one? yes of course. that is why I should focus to get a wonderful and peaceful life soon. I can not go on act like a kids. Even hardest but I should do if I want success. Only one thing which able to make my self is controlled. My God. My Allah S.W.T. Without Allah S.W.T my life is suicide.

Day by day I realize that this life only one I got. I can not waste my life. I should named my name on this life. When so many things screws up I can not just stand up and complain or just sleep and tryna to forget it all. I cant. I had to fight it. I had to say Yes I'll. Thats will makes me stronger. And I promise I am the lintang  in my family which appears one time and got one chance to repair all the things.

With Allah S.W.T and  Muhammad Prophet's name.
Tlogowaru, in the journey of metamorphosis